Recovery is life

you know when you just sit for hours and think about every aspect of your life (mainly when having a shower)? thats been me for like the past 2 weeks. like everything is falling into place, exactly the way i want. this time last year i was inpatient. i was sat alone in my room crying over having to eat an apple or something, but now, im a different person. im 5 stone heavier and the healthiest ive ever been. i feel confident and radiant. i have a boyfriend. we go on dates to restaurants and i order what i want. something that i believed would be impossible. i go out with my friends and get drunk. last year i couldn't even hold a conversation with somebody. ive attended interviews on my own and i have a place at an amazing university to do the course ive always wanted to do. i got a full time job, on my own. everything changes for the better, you just have to believe that you can do it. whats stopping you? theres nothing in the way except your insecurities. push them a si