Well well well if it isn’t little old me..

I was actually shocked (full on shooketh) to come on here and see people where still reading my posts!?

And you have fully inspired me to write again (type, whatever same thing)

A bloody LOT has happened since I was last here!

Like I don’t even know where to begin!

Let’s start with me.. (selfish right)

I am good, I am healthy, happy and trying to be as fabulous as ever!

Currently work as a Gym manager and studying to become a nutritionist I want to specialise in eating disorders and work with people and help basically! (I still haven’t quite figured out how to get to that yet but I know it’s what I want to do so goals)

I have been in a relationship with the most fabulous human for a whole year and 3 months.. big up to my soul mate and bestie.

I love to train, I work out and do it in a healthy way! I eat right, I listen to my body, we are actually friends now, it’s very strange!

Still living at home with a fabulous student loan debt because it took me to get half way through 2 degrees to realise I wanted to go into nutrition and eating disorders, brilliant, good choice there Sydney.

I have my own nutrition page (self plug) @scnutrition_

But most importantly I am happy! It took a bad relationship ending, back to therapy and a whole lot of tears and self motivation to get here but I feel like I’m finally okay!

I’m happy, I wake up blessed and grateful for the people in my life. (Oh and 2 cats, can’t forget the cats)

My journey with food is ongoing, I have bad days and good days!

Because who the hell doesnt?

But the point of that is that the bad days end and the good days will always come! I never let the bad days drag me back under!

I hope everyone is good!

I’ll attach a few pictures so you can browse through what I’ve been up to!

However I have a new phone so you can basically browse the past months of entertainment..

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meal plans and minnie maud

oh the dreaded word, meal plan. for anyone that doesn't know what a meal plan is then let me explain it to you, you basically have to eat around 6 times a day, breakfast, morning snack, lunch, afternoon snack, tea and supper. When you're in hospital well in my case its certain foods, if you wanted a chocolate bar you couldn't have one, you had to have what was on the snack list, which was awful. like so bland, like a cup of milk, i don't like milk. but when you are at home and recovering the meal plans are so much more flexible, you can pick your own snacks and everything and its just so much more freeing! meal plans move up in calories (eugh i hate that word), you start off on a starter meal plan, which is basically designed to avoid re-feeding syndrome. its tiny amounts of food little and often, which is terrifying for someone just starting recovery. when you move on with recovery it becomes a lot easier, your meal plans become increased or decreased due to how ...

About me and my life x

I don't really know what to write about anymore, I love writing. I find I can express myself in ways I can't do physically. But, I guess I never want to talk about me? I try and pick a topic and write about it, but what if I want to just blab on about my day and how the lettuce on my sandwich was soggy for lunch. (World war problems soggy lettuce btw) So this is going to be about me, read on if you want, if not then I understand that my life doesn't interest you. (And my soggy lettuce) I'm happy. Sometimes I think I'm not, I talk myself into feeling like I'm unsuccessful in everything I set out to do. I put myself down before I've had a chance to work myself up! I guess that is a flaw of mine. I'm on medication for depression and I have been for just over 2 years. I'm at a point or was were I thought about bringing down my dosage, so I did, (doctors orders of course) and but by bit my happiness started to slide away. (I'd like to point out...

body image is nothing

i think the hardest thing for me about recovery is the dreaded body image. waking up and seeing yourself a completely different person to what you actually look like. but that is such bull crap. even at my lowest weight i never saw myself for what i truly looked like. fitting into tiny jeans and tops and still thinking i was overweight? its stupid really how messed up our minds get! its so unrealistic. the worst part is how we hate ourselves. why shouldn't we love ourselves? our flaws, our imperfections, our quirks, our personalities. some people look at us and see someone who seeks knowledge and happiness, is beautiful, has life behind their eyes. so why can't we see it that way? one day you can wake up and look in the mirror and absolutely love what you see, but then an hour later you see someone completely different staring back at you. its annoying and i'm fed up of it. so ive been trying this new trick, to just not listen to what my mind tells me. how to...

Recovery is life

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